Cause It's All In My Head, I Think About It Over And Over Again

Cause It's All In My Head, I Think About It Over And Over Again

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[23 Nov 2004|04:41pm]

[ mood | sad ]

Lifes different right now...i hate it. end of story.

2 If You Would Look Into My Eyes You'll See What You Mean To Me..

... [11 Nov 2004|06:22pm]

Post a memory of me and you.
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you..

Took that from Ashlyn..thought it would be neat to see what people say..

14 If You Would Look Into My Eyes You'll See What You Mean To Me..

[10 Nov 2004|10:48pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

It was a rough night. I went to Josh's viewing today. It was very depressing. I stood there crying. I looked at the pictures they had from when he was born up to the most recent one of him, he had the most contagious smile that I never noticed until now. I Miss Him. I miss that smile that made you smile right when you saw his. I met him once. I miss how he made me laugh that whole night I hung around him. His whole personality was so incredible. So hilarious. He could make anyone laugh and i loved that about him. I remember thinking while leaving that party that night i met Josh, that Josh was one of those people that is so great, you always want to hang around because they make you happy. I never would have thought he would do this. Its hurt my heart. The whole time i stood there and cried i just kept thinking..why Josh? and i'm still thinking why him? He was so incredible..

Rest In Peace Josh..Your Missed So Incredibly Much.

Remember Josh

Hug A Friend

Smile at someone

Listen

Act a little crazy sometimes

Don't be afraid to ask for help

Say "i love you"

Laugh Often

Never Give Up!

Tie this blue string around your wrist. Everytime you look at it, remember Josh...and smile.
Everything There ^ describes him So perfectly..

I hope you get/got a blue string.

2 If You Would Look Into My Eyes You'll See What You Mean To Me..

[05 Nov 2004|11:12pm]

[ mood | sad ]

[ music | none. ]

how all of it happened so fast

how many times I think over and over, why him?

how many times I wish this was all just a dream.

how I didnt even know him very well and now he's gone.

how i miss him, i barly knew him, only met once.

how he'll be in my heart still without knowing him very well.

how when i met him i knew i would remember him and NEVER want to forget him, his whole personality was AMAZING the minute i met him.

how i cant stop thinking about him.

how helpless i feel not being able to do anything.

how much i wish i could've gotten to know him better.

how much more horrible i would feel if i knew him more then i did.

how i never thought this could've happened..

RIP Josh

Dear Lord,

I Thank You For Everything In This World.. I Know Everything Happens For A Reason. But I Wont Ever Know This Reason. I Truly Hope You've Forgiven Him So He's In A Better Place With You. This Is Horrible And I Will Never Blame You For His Decision. I Keep Thinking That Inside Of Him, He Must Of Been In Alot Of Pain, Hurting Horribly, To Do That, Even Though I Couldn't Tell Because He Was A Great Person By Just Meeting Him Once I Could Tell He Was An Amazing Person To Be Around, I Bet You Know That To. But Lord, If He Is With You, I Hope All Of His Pain Is Gone And He Can Be The Same Amazing Person He Was On The Outside That I Saw When I Met Him, Now Inside Of Him Too Without Any Of The Pain He Had. I Usually Dont Ask You For Things But I Really Need To Ask You To Take Care Of All The People In Pain For Their Loss, And I Know You Will. I Love You.

Amen

I Love ALL Of You <33

Melissa

3 If You Would Look Into My Eyes You'll See What You Mean To Me..

Nothin exciting really went on today... [03 Nov 2004|08:26pm]

[ mood | lazy ]

[ music | watching dharma and greg ]

I woke up today, took a shower, got ready, it was a comfortable day, i didnt feel like trying to look cute, anyways, i got ready then did some of Pereks homework, i dont like her very much, sometimes she can be pretty cool though. I made toast with my moms new toaster (scott and i bought it for one of her presents for her birthday (yesterday) ) it didnt burn my toast so i was pretty happy with it. Scott took the LAST apple that i wanted so he ate some of it then gave it to me, he was actually being nice to me this morning, hes such a fun brother :) my mom dropped him off then she dropped me off at school and i had a good morning, first period was boring but i wasnt paying any attension so it didnt matter, 2nd period we had that bus evacuation thing then 3rd Joe kept grabbing my love handles so i'd make weird sounds, it was pretty funny. lunch was good, 4th and 5th Geena and i were laughing about dumb things mostly..it was fun though, 6th has been gay ever since Mr. R moved Alana...7th was BADMINTON! thats always fun cept when you have Maggie as your partner, and she doesnt know how to serve, lol just playin, 8th was boring, Brice wrote me a note saying i'm "soo hot" it was the highlight of my day, it was funny, ya had to be there, after school i had yearbook with my girls, it was fun, Mrs. K is awesome. Afterwards its Kasies birthday so the Lambros' picked me up and we went out to dinner, Mrs and Mr. Lambros, Kasie, Maggie and I, afterwards, chilled at Maggies a little and then went home, took a shower, did some homework and then my Daddy picked me up to go to Frys to get a little gift for my Alana (her birthday tomorrow) so now i'm about to go watch tv in bed..

You'll See What You Mean To Me..

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